Two Moons Total

I haven't been able to draw very well lately, and it's starting to get on my nerves. Despite that, though, I'm already annoyed with the events that had just recently occurred. Perhaps that is why I've stumbled upon this massive barrier of "artist's block," eh?

Thankfully I've had the SNES versions of Mrs. PacMan and Super Mario World to take out all of my emotions on, as well as the newly downloaded MMORPG 2Moons. So much blood; I love it! It's sad that I've turned to video games to release my stress...then again, it is quite enjoyable. Dodging fire balls, avoiding Sue, and splattering blood across dungeon walls is great fun! I've successfully been able to keep my mind from wandering too much.

Well, Mom basically knows what's going on now. On our way home from getting food, Hay told her because I think she was tired of me being so down. When my sister said their names so easily, I swear I wanted to dissapear. I can't even mention them without feeling awkward or hurt. Haha! Even though Mom asked, I think she already knew who wrote that letter that she found on her car.

Today I didn't get/have to water as many plants as usual. Dad is going to attend to the lawn care so I couldn't get too much wet.

Oh, and by the way, the waffles that Hay made were great! That little waffle maker is literally the sex. Hah!

I can't really think of anything else to say...other than I'm doing better than the previous days. Or at least I think I am. Every now and then those words from that letter will cross my mind, but they don't hurt as much as when I read them...'cause I don't belive the majority of them. I do feel somewhat guilty for being so harsh towards it, but, seriously...it was a little unnecassary and was sent at bad timing. I don't feel any hate or anger towards who wrote it, though. They were only trying to be kind and thoughtful, it just didn't strike my fancy like they had expected, probably. I don't know.

To end this entry:
Yay! We might get to was bounce houses again soon!