Thursday, April 30, 2009

I like her. So I chase her with a wheelbarrow.

I went with Grandma a little while ago to the feed store in town to look at the baby chickens that they got in. You all gotta believe me when I say that chicks are probably the cutest little baby animals ever. I love them! After picking out a feeder and waterer, Grandma bought six babies to take home. I call the dark one Chocolate. <3

Well, the title of this blog refers to yesterday when Hay, Kevin, and myself were helping out Dad with planting some plants and transplanting a tree. It was fun! I really enjoy physical labor. You can really have good times with the family when you all work together to make something beautiful. :D

I can't really rant on in this entry because I am going to be working on homework today.

:/

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Whitney ist siebzehn erotisch!

Well, no longer am I two years younger than my sister. This day marks the day of my birth seventeen years ago. Man, it's been that long? Is this supposed to be a time for me to sit back, close my eyes, and look back on everything that happened in my life? I must say, I feel pretty proud knowing that I've survived over a decade of winters.

I gotta say...today is starting off well. Both Mom and Dad wished me a happy birthday this morning (though I was half asleep) before they left for work. Then, a little bit later, I wake up to Roscoe nuzzling my head. Trixie was snuggled up next to me. "Dogs are not supposed to be on the couch!" I only thought it, though. I didn't care. I'm surprised they both jumped up here, really...


Right after...I got up and stumbled around. I went straight to the shower. It was a long, long shower. I couldn't get warm! It was bloody cold in the house. Then after thaaaaat, I went outside for a while, picked up the mail, got some breakfast, and here I am now.

Oooh, I thought this was so cute. When I was outside last night Hay came running out and was all "Come here!" I interrogated her reasons for wanting me to evacuate my perch, but she INSISTED and so I went to her. Then she glomped me and wished me a happy birthday before scurrying off into the house. It made me laaaauuuugh.

You know, it feels like just another day. The only thing different about it is that I have this little glow of happiness following me about everywhere.

No longer am I sweet sixteen. I have baked in the sun and arisen as sexy seventeen!


Dancing pig Pictures, Images and Photos

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Pillow, please.

Well, the TV is on now...and Mac is in a trance watching The Fairly Odd Parents. All I have to do is keep myself from crying. After reading something I suddenly feel really...out of it; for some reason it makes me want to cry. Pathetic, I know! But I can't help but feel at a loss...
If I could, I would talk to my parents about it. For now, though, I think Amanda is the only one I can really tell. I probably won't bring it up again. I don't want her to assume that I am really advancing to...a certain option. It's just so...overwhelming...because I don't know what to do about it! Now that that's swimming about on my mind, I can't seem to think about anything else...grrr.
Levi called yesterday evening. AGAIN. I feel bad for not answering, but he is somehow able to get me to talk about certain things. Also, I wasn't at home...and usually when he calls I'm busy. Like Amanda, I can talk to him easily...about how I feel, what's on my mind...and in return, I pry stuff out of him. I ask about him and how he is feeling...I learned a lot. The thing is...I think Levi might have been talking about what I've told him to other people...because how else would such information get about if he is the only one who knows? It doesn't make me mad, though. I know that under pressure, stuff can just slip. But I'll keep the majority of my issues on the DL from now on.
Thanks Amanda and Levi for being there for me and letting me talk to you.

This is really bothering me. I'm dying to get this out to someone; I can't even let it out here. Writing it down won't help so much because...it's not really having someone to talk to...someone to give you advice. With time I might be able to figure some things out...but...
But for now it is keeping me from doing what I need to do like homework and taking care of myself and doing chores and...! Just gah...

I guess in a way I feel trapped.

At least this couch is comfortable. It makes me think...maybe I just want someone to snuggle on.
This time...I need a pillow...

The tramp, Oline.

"Who pays that much attention to their cereal? I mean, come on, Whitney, who? Huh?"

So, my colorful sister is bouncing around the room 'pissed' off about something she read in the news. She said it was about how this corn flake looked like the state of Illinois was sold for like $100,000 or something. It makes me laugh because she is just so flustered by it. She totally reminds me of a clucking hen sometimes.

"I feel like I'm breeding the Xbox now."

What the fuck? Seriously. What was that about. No, don't even ask why she said that.

Anyways, so, Amanda and I stayed up a little too long the other night. She passed out in the morning, but I didn't let myself get any sleep. Man, did I pay for it later. I felt sick. Serves me right! Poor Amanda felt sick, too. I hope she is feeling better. We had so much fun, though...until yesterday because we were both so tired and just "blah."
Oh shit, and she was hella beating my DBZ game...up until we had to fight Kid Buu. D< He is such a little phanny bandit! All in all though, A would be a filthy liar if she said she sucked at that game.

Oh, sonofabiotch, I almost forgot. We have our new furniture! The living room looks so fab now. Hay thinks it looks like one of those houses featured in a magazine. For shizzle, though. It's comfortable and all that good stuffs. The TV is back where it belongs, too.
Mom and Dad both passed out numerous times on the new couch. I just told myself that they were enjoying their new furniture...and that's one of the best ways to do it! Hay said she tried to get them to go to a REAL bed to sleep, but they'd say 'no, just a few more minutes of tv -pass out-'
Aaaaah, geeks.

As for today, I've just been trying to rest up as much as possible. That's why I got up late...I think one of the best parts about being so exhausted yesterday was getting to fall asleep in the back seat of Dad's truck. Even though the seat belt buckle was digging into my ribs and I managed to drool a little on my arm, laying back there was....nice. x3 Call me a weirdo, I don't care! When we were at the furniture store, too, I almost passed out in the car a few times, and whenever Dad opened a door I jumped...he laughed at me. <<; And I even passed out on Hay's bed earlier! At first I was curled up and dozing off in the chair, but she was all, "You can lay on my bed if you want." Yaaaay. <3

Basically, what Amanda and I did...in no particular order...work on the science fair project, play DBZ, mess around on MySpace, nap, wandered around the science fair, got mochas, stayed up too late, had apple cider, played more DBZ, tried to find Finn, swayed around on the swings, talk about tramping on Oline (we named the trampoline Oline! Clever, neh?), talk about a lot of stuff with Amanda, and a lot of other stuff.

My little kid cousin is here so I better get goin.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee for now

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Rantalantata

My head is killing me...not in that it hurts...it's just all swimming and overwhelmed feeling. I don't know what to do! Give me advice! I need to figure this out.
Talking to Amanda lightened my heart some, I'll say that. But it brought back memories as well...and I was glad I was finally able to talk to someone about a recent...condition of mine...
I hella trust this girl with what I say. I love you Amanda! I know you won't go around telling everyone about what I've been talking to you about.
We sat on the bench outside of the Denair Charter Academy together after wandering around the fair for a while...and she hella just listened to what I had to say. I felt totally comfortable with opening up to her. I could glomp her right now! She is sitting right there after all...messing around on my computer being silly. She's staying the night, too! And we might have breakfast together at Hamilton's on Saturday. It will be brilliant!
Seriously, though, having someone to talk to...fucking...fucking awesome. I've been keeping so much inside lately...and I am so thankful for Amanda. My precious Sheep...my precious electric strawberry! Oh, Kami-san, I love the pink she has in her hair!
I miss a friend of mine who recently...well, we both agreed that'd it be best if we didn't...talk or see each other anymore. It's been a bit hard, but I've ruined her life enough, eh?
I guess I am totally ranting now. I could go on forever if I wanted to...but I shall not!
This cheap horror movie called Abominable is on right now...Amanda and I are HALF paying attention to it...eheheh.
I'm getting a bit hungry now...and the hyperness from the mocha is wearing off...daaaaarrrrnnn.
I'll end this entry now with a...ah...erm....
I DON'T WANT TO DO FUSION!!!!!


....kiss him.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Gel Pens

I think she dropped those gel pens on purpose. When she knelt down she somehow set her hand over mine and squeezed it. I couldn't help but feel suspicious...though, in a way, I guess that grip she had on my fingers was something that let me know she was still trying; that she's not giving up....she's still hanging on. Despite everything...all of the pain she has been through...she's still fighting to be positive about life.

I'm still neglecting this blog quite excessively, aren't I?
Let's see what I can list:
I got my senior t-shirt, May 20th is the big day, I am almost siebzehn, I had a wild afternoon the other day with Aunt Lisa, Tyler, and Hay while helping them with their science fair project, I set down the camera, forgot to turn it off, and accidentally filmed my own ass while setting something up, I am currently working on my art project for the science fair, the blanket on my bed is super ultra soft like a marshmallow cloud, my room is slightly rearranged, Dot and Katrina are back in the Western pasture, I finally figured out that the newer horse's name is Cash, I am almost done with my checkered print vest, I am really excited because my family might start going to In-Shape City (I love gyms!), I purchased another DBZ doujinshi, I can't beat stupid Freeza on DBZ Infinite World because he is super strong and has all of the life bars, I am currently watching How Clean Is Your House?, there is a spider that lives in a hole in the cieling out in the band room (he likes to visit me while I'm practicing), Amanda and I are getting together tomorrow to decorate her science fair board, I want to hula hoop, Mom and Dad's 21st anniversary was on the 19th of April <3, aaaaand there is a LOT more...I just can't think of it all at the moment. Brain dead.

I have nothing more to say at the moment.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

prankalicious

I can't quite make out what the expiration date is on this fruity juice, but if I slurp a chunk I'll know it's a bit too old to be devoured. -sweatdrop-

I am being lazy with updating this blog again. Well, things have been busier than usual...and hot damn! This new hair gel that Dad and I purchased is strong. Now I can tell that my hair is getting longer, too... TT-TT

Anywhom, basically what has been going onnnn...
> Testing, homework, and just school in general...
> Drum lessons...
> Sewing lessons...
> Chores and house related projects...
> Watching my kid cousins every other day or so...
> Running around like crazy here and there (trying to get out of the house more often)...
> Parties and hanging out with friends...
> Pulling weeds with Haley! And hoeing too!
> Drawing/sketching
> Cooking homemade pizza!
> Running around with Grandma...
And a lot of other things! (not in that particular order, just mixed in everywhere of everyday sort've).

Now I am going to work on an April Fool's prank with Haley for the parent units. Muwahahahahaha!