Gel Pens

I think she dropped those gel pens on purpose. When she knelt down she somehow set her hand over mine and squeezed it. I couldn't help but feel suspicious...though, in a way, I guess that grip she had on my fingers was something that let me know she was still trying; that she's not giving up....she's still hanging on. Despite everything...all of the pain she has been through...she's still fighting to be positive about life.

I'm still neglecting this blog quite excessively, aren't I?
Let's see what I can list:
I got my senior t-shirt, May 20th is the big day, I am almost siebzehn, I had a wild afternoon the other day with Aunt Lisa, Tyler, and Hay while helping them with their science fair project, I set down the camera, forgot to turn it off, and accidentally filmed my own ass while setting something up, I am currently working on my art project for the science fair, the blanket on my bed is super ultra soft like a marshmallow cloud, my room is slightly rearranged, Dot and Katrina are back in the Western pasture, I finally figured out that the newer horse's name is Cash, I am almost done with my checkered print vest, I am really excited because my family might start going to In-Shape City (I love gyms!), I purchased another DBZ doujinshi, I can't beat stupid Freeza on DBZ Infinite World because he is super strong and has all of the life bars, I am currently watching How Clean Is Your House?, there is a spider that lives in a hole in the cieling out in the band room (he likes to visit me while I'm practicing), Amanda and I are getting together tomorrow to decorate her science fair board, I want to hula hoop, Mom and Dad's 21st anniversary was on the 19th of April <3, aaaaand there is a LOT more...I just can't think of it all at the moment. Brain dead.

I have nothing more to say at the moment.